I need some excitement

I feel bored. I feel fed up. I feel right now I should be having an amazing time but actually I'm just slowly becoming more and more like an old woman who's been divorced half of her life and spends her days inside watching cooking programmes and Alan Titchmarsh. I'm 18, so I’m young. I'm living in England's capital city, London. But I’m bored senseless. The day’s kind of merge into one, I clean, I cook, I eat, I study, I sleep. The most exciting thing I do is. watch some TV. And this all makes being away from home so much harder. I miss the drives in my car with my best friends to pointless places like McDonalds. I miss the days just lying around with my boyfriend. I miss Monday night netball matches with the girls. I miss WORK, dare I say it I miss B&Q EXR166, I miss the work banter, I miss my FAMILY, I miss watching my niece get older and learning about the world, I miss her saying my name and giving and the smile across my face when she wants me or a cuddle, I miss home. The first six weeks I was fine, I missed home but the new adventure was exciting. Right now I don't feel excitement. I want to look forward to Christmas with my little decorations an Christmas music, I want to go to Winter Wonderland in Hyde park and go shopping in Regent street, I want to cook my flat friends a Christmas meal and get stupidly drunk. So I don't have the money to get my friends and family amazing presents but I still can have a good time. All I want is some excitement, something that makes me tick, something that shows me that the decisions I’m making are right and this was an adventure I should be excited for. So do I find it, or will it find me?

I should probably take this advice.